Trying to understand the answers arising from the tumbling questions..
Wood Mosaic/Sculpture, 21 X 17 IN, 2021 Sureel Kumar
In the search for my real self, who am I? I have noticed that no question brings a real answer, and if an answer is provided, that very answer creates many more new questions. For example, why are trees green? because of chlorophyl? Why does chlorophyl create a green colour? and so on, but no precise answer.
But there are some rare moments when I am able to put aside all the questions and see things as they are, without definition. In those moments, I feel a watcher in me, looking silently at everything. Who is this watcher? Is it my real self? Who am I?
Wer bin ich? #29
Der Versuch, die Antworten zu verstehen, die sich aus den taumelnden Fragen ergeben...
Holzmosaik/Skulptur, 53 x 43 cm, 2021 Sureel Kumar
Auf der Suche nach meinem wahren Ich, wer bin ich? habe ich festgestellt, dass keine Frage eine wirkliche Antwort bringt, und wenn eine Antwort gegeben wird, wirft genau diese Antwort viele neue Fragen auf. Warum sind Bäume zum Beispiel grÃŧn? wegen Chlorophyl? Warum erzeugt Chlorophyl eine grÃŧne Farbe? und so weiter, aber keine genaue Antwort.
Aber es gibt einige seltene Momente, in denen ich in der Lage bin, alle Fragen beiseite zu legen und die Dinge so zu sehen, wie sie sind, ohne Definition. In diesen Momenten spÃŧre ich einen Beobachter in mir, der schweigend auf alles schaut. Wer ist dieser Beobachter? Ist es mein wahres Ich? Wer bin ich?
ā¤ŽāĨā¤ ā¤āĨā¤¨ ā¤šāĨā¤? # 29
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ā¨ŽāŠā¨ ā¨āŠā¨Ŗ ā¨šā¨žā¨? # 29
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ā¨˛āŠąā¨āŠ ā¨ŽāŠā¨ā¨ŧāŠā¨ / ā¨ŽāŠā¨°ā¨¤āŠ, 21 x 17 ā¨āŠ°ā¨, 2021 ā¨¸āŠā¨°āŠā¨˛ ā¨āŠā¨Žā¨žā¨°
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